Wednesday night (Valentine’s) I came crashing down. It was very sad. I am sad for me that this can happen.
Joe and I have been great, as I continually and perhaps boringly report. He was actually considering driving up here during the week to hang with me until (what is now) tonight, when we would drive down to his place together after I got out of work. The plan that was already in place is for me to, for the first time, take a train down, so it would have saved me one train ticket, and given us a little double adventure, and I am delighted to know he really was thinking about it. (He ended up having work–he freelances–which is why it didn’t happen.) I have been undeniably radiant lately with confidence in this relationship. I still have no assurance of where it ends up, but where it is gets better, and I have not found myself questioning where I stand with him.
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