I have had one hell of a week.
This past week marked the one year anniversary for me for some very significant and personal events.
One was the solidification of a friendship with Orien, after a near decade of mistrust and misunderstanding.
Another was the consummation of a longtime flirtation with a man I had wanted for like, years. Depending on when you count from… 5, 10, or 15 years… and it was beautiful. And it changed nothing. And everything. This is not a man with whom I can have a future beyond this friendship/lover thing, and I really really REALLY wouldn’t want one, but the friendship/lover thing feels so much more right than the friendship/_____ thing. There is a lot of love there, and this makes sense.
And the final was the request from my ‘best friend’ at the time for a ‘break’.
That was one year ago. His cutting me off from communication was one of the most devastating events of my entire life. Read the rest of this entry »
